When to school early in the morning to study my french today. People question me why i rather go to school than to stay at home. Somehow school feels more like home to me. Meeting frens, catching up and playing bball matches is a staple for me. It's something that being in NS has deprived me of. It's good to be granted freedom occasionally. The feeling is like an eagle being held captive in a miniature cage and somehow chanced upon the key to opening the cage. And out flew the eagle. Away from its captors. I do not mind even being alone in the grandstand looking at people having PE, watching the leaves rustling, hearing the sound of people enjoying their freedom or in the worst case watching every rain drop on the ground and praying to see a rainbow after the rain. The rainbow gives me a sense of self assurance because it is a covenant from God to me that every trial has its ending and that mine will be coming soon.

Those who hope in the Lord will soar on wings like eagle