As I was praying, God gave me a verse. James 1:22 But be doers of the word, and not hearers only, deceiving yourselves.

It makes me no different from the world if I'm able to achieve what others expect of me. But being a Christian means that I have a Saviour who has already given me the victories and breakthroughs that I need in this lifetime to achieve something even greater than what I can imagine. If the word says that I am suppose to be the head and not the tail in every aspect of my life, who is able to tell me that I am suppose to be otherwise.If the word tells me to run in such a way that I may obtain the crown, who is to say that I am unable to obtain it.

Today I'm leaving all my troubles behind. I know that this emotional barrier is incapacitating my abilities to go all out for Christ. If it is not your will for it to be taken away, then let me overcome it. I know that this is just the start of your many great plans for me in this lifetime. Give me the provision to realize this vision. I'm trusting and thanking you for the start of something new.