It's the first day of the new year and I'm feeling the tension already. I feel that I'm being tested in many ways in a mere one day. I know I can rise up to the occasion. But somehow the spirit is willing but the body is weak. I know I gotta summon the courage to pray, to face you and hold my life accountable to you. Matters that I have previously overcomed seems to be flooding back into my life. I feel like a failure in many ways but I know that you gave me weaknesses to humble me. I might not be able to fully comprehend what plans you have installed for me, but wherever you tell me to go, I will go.

2 Corinthians 12:8 "My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weaknesses" Therefore I wil boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ's power may rest on me. That is why, for Christ's sake, I delight in weaknesses, in insults, in hardships, in persecutions, in difficulties. For when I am weak, then I am strong.