I feel very tired, making everyone ard me happy and convincing myself that i am happy. So tired of working everyday waking up so early to the grouses of my superiors. So tired of being exploited endlessly and still grudgingly accept their requests with a simple nod. I'm so tired of having to find something to do every week, everyday, every minute, every sec. I'm very tired of living the life that i'm living now. But i know i'm strong enough to handle this by myself. Soon all this will be over. And i shall rest in the House of the Lord forever.



Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened and I shall give you rest.
Matthew 11:28

Yeah, i will need it badly.