Remembering someone is easy but forgetting someone is difficult. Are you really testing me Lord? Taking away the things that matter the most to me in a mere 2 days. After thinking it through, I realized that God you are all I need. No matter where I flee and hide, your love still continues to enamour me. Perhaps this is the ideal 20th birthday gift that I need. To be able to maintain my composure in the face of adversities and continue trusting in you. I shall not be swayed by the things of this world because they are but seconds in comparison to eternity installed for me in your presence. Therefore I relish every single moment of hardship that I face if it allows me to draw nearer to you. I have no idea what's going to happen but I'm definitely certain that you will workmfor the good of those who love you! :)