I know that the day will eventually come but it is just not today.

Philippians 4:6-7
Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. 7And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus

Perhaps, after all, romance did not come into one's life with pomp and blare, like a gay knight riding down. Perhaps it crept to one's side like an old friend through quiet ways. Perhaps it revealed itself in seeming prose, until some sudden shaft of illumination flung athwart its pages betrayed the rhythm and the music. Perhaps...perhaps...love unfolded naturally out of a beautiful friendship, as a golden-hearted rose slipping from its green sheath.

What truly makes me happy is to see the smile of my loved ones, especially you.

I'm so tired of being a shadow next to you. To be present and yet not present at the same time. After I'm done with my responsibilities, it will be time to move on. Perhaps I should put an end to everything as well.

The saddest thing in life is having no one to turn to when you are feeling down and having to suppress those feelings so that you will not be a burden to anyone.

He heals the brokenhearted
And binds their wounds.
Psalm 147:3

If the grief that I suffer now is great, imagine the grief that God has endured when He saw His only beloved son being cruxified on the cross. There's simply no comparison. God you win hands down.

Remembering someone is easy but forgetting someone is difficult. Are you really testing me Lord? Taking away the things that matter the most to me in a mere 2 days. After thinking it through, I realized that God you are all I need. No matter where I flee and hide, your love still continues to enamour me. Perhaps this is the ideal 20th birthday gift that I need. To be able to maintain my composure in the face of adversities and continue trusting in you. I shall not be swayed by the things of this world because they are but seconds in comparison to eternity installed for me in your presence. Therefore I relish every single moment of hardship that I face if it allows me to draw nearer to you. I have no idea what's going to happen but I'm definitely certain that you will workmfor the good of those who love you! :)

Hear my prayers, O Lord, And let my cry come to you. Do not hide Your face from me in the day of my trouble; Incline your ear to me; In the day that I call, answer me speedily.

I will be still and know you are God.

I feel like giving up! :(

Feeling tormented by sickness day in and night out. Plagued by fever, throbbing headache, persistent cough that looked set to linger for long and a scary sore eye that frightens even the bravest. Even all these illnesses will not hinder my trust that the Lord will deliver me from them all. Sometimes all you need is someone to huh you and tell you that I'll be there for you!

No matter what happens tomorrow, Lord I am going to hold steadfast to your promises.

When you love someone or something, no matter how much it cost or much it takes, it will all seem worthwhile.

If I have the ability to control time, I would make the time spent with you come to a standstill.

Some words if spoken will change the course of history. Should I take the risk now or should I relish the present hoping that one day everything that I have prayed about would come true?