3 more days to my birthday! Somehow I feel old and useless. At 19 years old and still stucked with a meagre savings, I have to really do something about it. Although it's gonna be my birthday soon, it just feels like any other normal weekend. In my ten months of service, I have learnt to cherish every minute of my time outside camp. Not that every minute spent outside was productive though. Weekends are suppse to be a period of relaxation for me, however, recently I have packed my scheldule to the brim.

With the advent of more appointments, exams and driving lessons, I feel that my lifestyle is getting too hectic for me to slow down and enjoy life. Perhaps I should take time off on that very special day to just sit back and relax. It will somehow be like my sabbath day! I wonder how many people actually bother to remember birthdays by heart and not rely on reminders sent out from social networking sites. With many new resolutions upcoming for the 19 years old me, I'm going leave my old shell behind and assume more vital responsibilities in my workplace as well as at home. Although resolutions are very important, I would like to state my stand clearly that nothing beats growing close to God. Therefore, I would like to see a spiritual breakthrough in my life not just by words but by actions. I look forward to living a new life.

Delight in the Lord and He will give you the desires of your heart.