It's been a tiring 4 days. But I had lots of fun no doubt.

Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always persevere.

Nothing is impossible

I’m not gonna live by what I see,
I’m not gonna live by what I feel

Deep down I,
Know that You’re here with meI know that,
You can do anything

Through You,
I can do anything,
I can do all things,
For it’s You who give me strength,
Nothing is impossible

Through You,
Blind eyes are opened,
Strongholds are broken,
I am living by faith,
Nothing is impossible!

I believe, I believe,
I believe, I believe in You

If you're alone in the cold and dark night, who would you call?

The only effect that is disproportionate is the amount of happiness bestowed by a small compliment. A smile a day really keeps the devil at bay.

4 consecutive hours of driving gave me a really bad headache. Mounted a few kerbs and knocked down 3 poles in the last 30 mins of that fateful 4 hours drive. However, instructor was rather gracious and understanding so he let me complete that module. Thank God for him. Anyway I'm beginning to feel that certain events and certain people are coincidentally placed by God in my life to test me. To see whether my faith is in line with His word. It is quite difficult to forgive someone after a huge tiff. But the word says why do you look at the speck in your brother's eye but you have a plank in your eye. I think I need to do some self-evaluation about this. Nevertheless I'm going to trust Him more. The more seemingly perfect you are, the less you will be willing to be dependent on Him. I'm so glad I'm brimming with limitations. In this way, I know that I can be moulded and crafted into a masterpiece by Him.

Call to me and I will answer you and tell you great and unsearchable things that you do not know.
Jeremiah 33:3

The bible says "Be joyful in all circumstances." It's easier said than done. What would Jesus do if He were in my position? It's so hard to live cohesively with people with different mindsets and upbringing from you. But is it impossible? I guess not.

Talking about goal setting. How far am I from attaining my goal. It seems to be that I'm in a terribly wide distance from getting it. I need to start devising a work plan and make sure it comes to pass.

Not my will but yours be done. If you are for me, who can be against me?

In order to be great, we must first be the servant of all.

When we get depressed or feeling helpless and even have suicidal thoughts, it is not a psychological problem but it is actually demons that are manipulating us. Sometimes we offer medicine and drugs to victims of depression and helplessness but the very fact is that we cannot medicate a demon. The bible says that we should submit to God, resist the devil and he will flee from you. All we need to do is simply to obey God and everything else will fall into place.

The devil is always on the lookout and whenever there is a hole or flaw in your life, he will occupy that vacancy in your heart and manipulate you to turn away from God. Jesus says I stand on the door and knock, whoever opens the door, I will come in and eat with him and him with me. Are you willing to open up this door leading to freedom from all emotional hurts, physical afflictions and psychological anxieties?

Why do i get this feeling that I won't survive pass this year?

Life's ain't that bad after all. Despite all the extras given to me, I'm still a contented person cos i feel that God is going to do something great through me. It's been a journey man and it's gonna be more exciting.

If going to church makes you a christian, then going to macdonalds will make you a hamburger. Being a christian is not just a declaration with words, but a proclamation with actions. Living a -christian life means leading a transformed life, a life that is Christ-centered. Yeah, it's a long journey but I know I can do it.

Philippians 3:14
I press on toward the goal to win the prize for which God has called me heavenward in Christ Jesus.

The only easy day was yesterday

Now I'm starting to believe NDU's motto. "The only easy day was yesterday." This 2 days has been the most terrible days of my life. Doing dirty stuff that I never picture myself doing in a million years. Sustained a terrible headache after inhaling all the poisonous dust from the furnitures that were neglected eons ago. It's too difficult to stop myself from complaining about my job. But fancy a PES E person doing stuffs that even a PES A would not want to do, and is only paid a meagre non-combat and non-risk pay. SAF is really a Serve And Fu*k Off place. On the brighter note, at least my exams are ending soon, i'll be able to start reading books and exercising normally again. Till then.

Let Go Of The Past And Move On

Take responsibility for learning from past successes, as well as past mistakes or setbacks- both your own and those of others. It's okay to visit the past; but just don't live in it. And if the past hurts: don't re-watch a bad movie. Many people seem too busy replaying their past, that they miss the present and don't spend enough time creating their future. If you want to Go MAD (Make a Difference) in the future, you must be willing to let go of the past- after taking the learning from you.

"Learn from yesterday, live for today, hope for tomorrow. The important thing is not to stop questioning." Albert Einstein.

" You can let the past keep hold of you, or you can choose to take hold of the future.

Until one is commited
There is hesistancy
The chance to draw back,
Always ineffectiveness.

Concerning all acts of initiative
There is one elementary truth,
The ignorance of which kills
Countless of ideas and endless plans:
That the moment on definitely commits oneself,
then providence moves too.

All sorts of things occur to help one
That would never otherwise have occured
A whole stream of events isses from the decision,
Raising in one's favour in all manner of
Unforeseen incidents and meeting and
material assistance, which no an
could have dreamed would come his way.

Whatever you can do or
dream you can, begin it!
Boldness has genius, power and
magic in it."

Johann Wolfgang Van Goethe.

If anyone were to follow me, he has to deny himself, take up his cross and follow me. How far are you willing to go to live out the dream that God has in place for you?