It hurts to love someone when we can't tell them what we really feel...because sometimes we get hurt without them knowing. We get jealous even if we have no right to feel that way. We want their time even if we are not in the position to demand for it. Although our hearts are breaking in silence, we still continue to love them because somehow in this hurtful love there is still hope of having simple moments with them even if it means being just a friend. ..

A struggle that I have to go through alone. Everything seems bleak, hope seems forlorn. You said that you will take this yoke away from me for this is too much for me to endure. You said that you will never leave nor forsake me but why am I left doubting your existence. Job said, when you have tested me, I shall shine forth as gold. Am I able to shine forth as gold too?

I know that the day will eventually come but it is just not today.

Philippians 4:6-7
Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. 7And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus

Perhaps, after all, romance did not come into one's life with pomp and blare, like a gay knight riding down. Perhaps it crept to one's side like an old friend through quiet ways. Perhaps it revealed itself in seeming prose, until some sudden shaft of illumination flung athwart its pages betrayed the rhythm and the music. Perhaps...perhaps...love unfolded naturally out of a beautiful friendship, as a golden-hearted rose slipping from its green sheath.

What truly makes me happy is to see the smile of my loved ones, especially you.

I'm so tired of being a shadow next to you. To be present and yet not present at the same time. After I'm done with my responsibilities, it will be time to move on. Perhaps I should put an end to everything as well.

The saddest thing in life is having no one to turn to when you are feeling down and having to suppress those feelings so that you will not be a burden to anyone.